‘What is it Lord to just trust you’..when all that was hoped
to be just crumbles down , when people
you love hurt you, when time seems to be running ahead of you, when it seems so hard to smile.
When all that rejection and pain are like thousand knives piercing into
the heart, what can I do but just lay there and let those stabs be? There have been times I have closed my eyes
hoping to see a miracle when I open them, but I didn’t get it..But I don’t get
it because His thoughts and ways are not like ours, they are great that our
worldly minds can never perceive.
When sorrow overcomes life, I have always wanted to be in my
own garden of Gethsemane where I can pour out to my Heavenly Father and have
angels to strengthen me..but not always do we get to find a cave to take refuge
in. That doesn’t leave us without a place to rest..we always have our hiding
place in Christ, where the Holy Spirit gives us strength and thirst to drink
that cup and say ‘Let your will be done
.’
When we hide in our Christ we start knowing that the relief and healing
we get in our hearts, when He removes those knives is beautiful and we see that the points that were pierced was
that pride, jealousy, self-centered, hatred and all those things that made us
less like Christ. He lets it be pierced
and heals those wounds by giving us part of His heart..
And yes He definitely
knows better than anyone the pain you go through because He went through it, not with reason to suffer but a choice He made
to keep us in His arms forever.
God will help us to look at Him and see that we don’t need
answers to all our doubts, but that His powerful love with grace fills every
emptiness in us. He is our fullness..we may have nothing yet we posses every
thing..because of Him.
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